It's strange how after ten years you can still remember a certain feeling. Is that even possible? Can people remember how they felt exactly at a certain time or event?
After what I experienced lately, I would say: Yes!
Yesterday I "got my way" and I find myself pushed back 10 years when I did get my way once before in a similar situation.
And I can't help but wonder - does that feeling have to come back every ten years? do I find myself at such a crossroads every ten years?
Maybe this is what makes life special? Those crossroads where you can't decide easily which way to go, but you fight, balance reasons to go the one or the other way and then when you decide to go down the road you don't know, it feels scary, but in a good way.
Well, last time it worked out quite well and so I am trying it again.
After all, mankind is a creature of habit!
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